Hopeful~

whats is there to hope? hoping that things will run smoothly? hoping someday the day will come? is there any love for me? hope and hope and just hope.. penat jugak mcm neh.. well thats just the way people runs their life nowadays.. HOPE.. im not sure bout u guys. i can just hope for everything i can hope for.. i go out, seek things i want to seek. i go out and try everything that i could possibly do. in the end.. i still hope that things would run well n smoothly. and i still HOPE!. haha tawakkal tanpa usaha itu sia-sia kan. mustilah berusaha.. haha..

but... well if things did not turn very well.. maybe its not our fault anyway. or maybe it is.. haha.. tapi there is still faith in us to get us through these hard times. x dpt straight a SPM ke.. CGPA x 4 flat ke.. (wow).. or even people let us down for some reason. i always choose to believe.. hey its karma.. sumthing for me to ponder bout my past . have i ever do anything wrong? to people? to dogs maybe? why dogs? anjing neh.. kebanyakan org benci.. sbb bising. haha well its true but anjing neh dah lumrah die begitu. menyalakla x kan nak mengembek kot.. x ble nak salah kan die.. ok ok sambung... so bile pk mcm tuh. its sumthing that makes me wanna be a much better person after that.. normal la kan.. lesson learnt.. muhasabah diri then berubah.

the real reason why i write this...

ok lets go straight to the point... i just do not know why.

maybe serabut.

maybe sakit.

maybe.i.do.not.know.how.to.express.my.self....

reading other peoples blog.. make me feel small..

in facebook.. reading other peoples walls.. makes me feel lonely.

*sigh* hopeful is the only thing i could do...

Raincheck~?