from then to now.

alot of things had happen to me past few days back. let me put back in order.

17 February 2010, Wednesday~

Working day. suppose in the morning i shud drive back to PD. but well i need to have my car service first. herm. its morning 8.00 am i go drive to bangi while driving i try to reach the service centre on my cellphone.. tapi x angkat. so i called my-so-call Head Planner(basically he's incharge of my team in Exxonmobil Refinery in PD but i dont think he do all the work.. mcm copy paste je..LOL). and i told him that i could be late coming to office sbb nak service centre. tapi he said x bole sbb that morning we were going to have a meeting with the clients.

herm halfway to bangi i made a U-turn n head back to PD. but then halfway going to PD i remembered last time i had my car service wasnt that long pon.. x payah book n x pyah tunggu lame.. so maybe sempat kot service keta then reach PD before 10 am. then another U-turn head back to bangi...

i wondered, x bukak lagi ke service centre tu? herm x pe i just drive to bangi.. rupenye x bukak pon.. demm. duduk jap tepi longkang(istighfar).. haha lantak la busuk pon. i started panicking kot. haha u know why? sbb my Suzy(thats what i named my car) already exceeded 5000km of mileage and in fact almost reach 6000km. and the coupon for free service labour charge only valid before 6000km. hermm. ok, then i called SUZUKI assist ask for any service centre which are open. haha u know what he said? MELAKA .. haha damn. jauh plak..

ok. then fuck the mileage. fuck the coupon. just go to work.. and i rushed back to PD. as i reached PD at exactly 10 am, i was informed that the meeting was canceled.. Fuck. rugi duit minyak je bwk laju2. laju kot.. but not as fast as my long lost baby la. this is a new car.. theres a limit. so i went to work as usual.. but in the afternoon i was so pissed at my boss tuh, i just blah from my work n went home at sepang. hehs.. well he couldve told me the meeting was canceled la...~~

as i reached home start packing up my stuffs and guitar n i went to Faizal's (he's a lonely arse bitch living alone in Putrajaya LOL. in another word a good friend =).
so there goes my day.

18 February 2010, Thursday~

Faizal and me basically we are two good frens and we actually had form a band last time back in uni years. the band was consist of a bassist played by Kamil our band leader, a lead guitar Faizal, second guitar played by myself and also vocal by me as well. we had 3 drummers.. tuka2 last time.. azzam, abu and lan gay. oh yeah and pompom boy which acted by Joe. the band was then had to broke up since kamil had to go study overseas, erm Faizal, azzam and others found a new hobby which is Online gaming.. so that left me alone.

so on that day we (faizal and me) wanted to jamm and started making videos of us.. and to put an ad to find oursevles a new committed drummer. hehs.. but as the day go on WE NEVER EVEN TOUCH THE GUITARS... LOLS~..

and yeah dat day faizal brought me to vegetarian restaurant at cyber.. i had KONG POH CHICKEN RICE... yeah chicken.. it taste like chicken but actually TOFU..and at nite we had prime roast chicken salad.. HEALTHY DAY ..lol.

so there goes my day again. n it didnt go as i planned. T_T

20 February 2010, Saturday(today)~

SEMINAR DAY.. harini rase mcm working day kot.. yela kan kene force pegi seminar tah pape. lol. as usual, i woke up in the morning solat subuh. then dress to work.. tapi harini special.. usually i wear coverall(its a fire retardant monkey suit oil n gas people has to wear). but today i wear normal clothes yela nak gi seminar kot. gile ke pakai fire retardant, panasss kot.

so i got into my suzy and drove to seremban at 7.10 am. ouh yeah the seminar is at Royal Bintang seremban. hehs. then baru je klua highway.. i checked my messages in my hp. i remembered my colleagues ade send msgs about the seminar. so i opened.. astaghfirullah rupenye seminar tuh start pkol 11.30 daaa... this is too early la azri~~!!. huhu forgetful azri... then i turned back head to home in sepang. LOL.

so now here i am in front of the computer with nothing to do. just now i check my facebook msgs. i got this from my ex.

my ex: hye..ep br prasan ...u r single.. sory x tuka awal2..sian kat azri...

and this is my reply. punye la panjang,

azri: ermm... ep yg x nak dgn azri lagi kan.,. u said so before.. n i dont know shud i still be engaging in this relationship? when i ask u u said u dont know n u dont have a reply/no answers ... sumtimes in life no answers are actually a decision. a decision from u that u dont want to engage a relationship with me..

but lets start a new life ? lets start fresh... lets start a new relationship.. then u choose if u want me or someone else.. im starting a new life too.. whether with u or without u i cannot tell.. its true what u said.. sume tuh rahsia tuhan.. but all i can do is just hope for the best. n be the best i can be.. kalau mmg ep da x de prasaan kat azri.. theres not much i could do. but im very grateful that God makes me feel for you.. a thing that called "love" .

p/s: remember this " in life, sumtimes NO ANSWER is a DECISION "

pergh ai punye kaler PINK lah!!! LOL..

come to think of it i'm not sure what shud i feel about my self and everything. hermm.
but then just now i watched "Jack" at astro..

The movie is about a boy with a unique aging disorder: one that makes him age 4 times faster than normal. Movie picks up when Jack (Robin Williams) is 10 years old, but looks 40. He tries to go to public school for the first time, and tries to become friends with kids his own age. His physical appearance causes him lots of problems, however.

the soundtrack sounds nice and makes me wonder how good life is and we should always look for the future and reach the stars with or without wings.. just like "jack".. =)

heres the song, enjoy~

There's a road - long and winding
The lights are blindin' - but it gets there
Don't give up - don't look back
There's a silver linin' - it's out there somewhere
Everybody wants an answer - everybody needs a friend
We all need a shinin' star on which we can depend
N' so tonight we're gonna wish upon a star
We never wished upon before - (to find what you're
Looking for)
There'll be times - in your life
Ya when you' be dancin' n' shit - but you ain't gettin it
But don't get disillusioned - no, don't expect too much
'cause if what you have is all you can get - just keep on
Tryin' - it just ain't happened yet
Everybody wants to be winner - everybody has a dream
We all need a shinin' star when things ain't what they seem
So tonight we're gonna wish upon a star
We never wished upon before - (gotta get where you're
Headed for)

Everybody wants some kindness - everybody needs a break
We all need a shinin' star when things get hard to take
So tonight we're gonna wish upon a star
We never wished upon before

~Rain Check?