what blog?

today my life started as a blogger.. haha.. x penah blog pon. i mean. i dont put stuffs in a book, i dont read my thoughts aloud(like im doing now), i dont do regrets, and i dont feel like i shud tell EVERYONE about me. but i do share them.. n after that i will literally forget whatever happen to me from A to Z. hermm..

Then i calmly sit n think, what shud i put in blogs? hmm how bout this.. lets make this blog as a "lesson-learned blog". haha. @_@ Initially actually i just want to put all my writings/songs/poem bla bla. but well this can be considered as my writings too, dont u think? and i dont care how many followers i have.. what matters is to let go sum things out of me. U see i always live in my own world. i have this thick blue wall around me.. no one has ever crossed it before... but sumtimes i let few people in and i mean it.. very FEW, share them my thoughts.. then i have to "halau" them out.. sorry x ble tdo in my so-called fortress. Or sumtimes i go out... free my self, and express whatever is inside me through creating beautiful tunes and tones that we called "music".. hmm tunes and tones.. haha. Maybe i need to change??

SO, what do I learn today?? ...... well for the past few days, i started reminiscing all my good years with my friends and families. all of them. pernah terfikir, pernah ke azri bwat salah kat diorg? tanpa disedari? kalau ade I just hope that God will show me....i just want to be the best i can be.. to be good to other people... they are fighting for their lives too.. so nape nak kejam sgt dgn org laen? they have their own fight we have ours.. so be good to others. but for the time being. i just want to be alone.. nak bwat something pon senyap2 je.. x yah bgtau org laen.

Theres one time, at that time, four of us, two trainees of mine, my hsemate Sufian and me otw back from work.. When reaching home, Sufian ask me to stop by at a shop near our hse. ntah beli ape ntah.. ok. but later on baru je nak gerak someone called me. So i angkat.. bla bla sume..after awhile I ended the call and straight give the phone to Sufian who were next to me in my suzy..er.. my car. huhu.. azri x biase bwk kereta sorg2.. slalu my so-called "partner" yg pegang my stuffs bile driving... huhu.. kalau drive sorg2 still all the stuffs will be put at the co-pilot seat.. hrmm.. it will take a while azri....

~rain check??